Astronaut Discloses Emotional Distress Following Deluge of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her emotional downturn after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, referring to a check-in call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and performed experiments during the flight, said every professional achievement – including her studies and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was buried under the tide of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her pioneering work championing the cause of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after surviving a rape during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the supporters whose kindness were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She concluded that amid the criticism, important benefits had emerged from the flight, including elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The self-operating New Shepard rocket departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that exceeded the edge of outer space.
The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a well-known tech mogul.